Sunday, December 16, 2012

Day 24: Siblings


When I think of siblings, I think of children growing up together. I think of them playing tag and hide n seek. I think of them riding bikes together. I think of the joy of their faces on Christmas morning as they realize Santa has visited. I think of children growing up and having their own families and coming together for holidays, for special occasions, and just because they can.

My son will never have any of these things with his big brother and that makes me sad. He will never play with his big brother, he will never fight with his big brother, he will never have his big brother.

As a baby loss mom, I need to decide how to handle this. Jaxon will know he has a big brother and he will know Landon is in heaven. I have pictures of Landon hanging on the wall and Jaxon will know that this is his big brother. I do not yet know how I will handle the questions that are sure to come, I guess I'll cross that bridge when it gets here.

Day 24 is siblings, as of right now, Landon has one little brother, Jaxon. Hopefully we will add to our family, but if we are not that blessed, we will be forever blessed that we have Jaxon. Here is a recent picture of Jaxon.


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